Some things..

 “Some things are simple and simple things are shared by all. A good laugh, great music. No explanation is necessary , it just is. Some things are simply GAP. A simple expression of all that is fresh, vibrant, spirited and honest. As personal as it is universal. It’s a common language of style. For those who know who they are. For those who understand. There is always GAP. “

Now I know why I like this brand so much , I find myself in this description. 

The simple things are the ones that make me happy, I don’t need much to smile, I need much to stay a smiley person, as a lot of you out there I guess….

In the last one year I have lived and worked in 4 countries ; Romania, Bulgaria, India, UK, Hungary now.. Misfortune was on my side a few times but I called those times lost that next day became win and I always knew that it will come a finish line for it one day… In the last one year, I have lost relationships, gained others, lost friends gained new ones, lost smiles, gained trust and now I have a new place I call home. I am no ordinary person I know, life is funny most of the time with me..

Transformation is a process , change takes time and I am happy I am still me, after all of these…I have always faced situations and few times I ran away in my emotions.. my detective spirit, wild and crazy always led me to discover more about the human nature and challenge the process…to explore things to their core and find spectacular things. ..

Sometimes our best is not good enough, sometimes is too much, balance is for all a challenge right? Like happiness , is something that is hard to get , but for which is always worth to go and search… lately  there are two words that can describe my life: resilience and change.  And not long ago I was reading  this :  "you can give up when something goes wrong, or you can let misfortune transform you into something better "  thinking that is so true , so me lately..

I am stronger than ever now, I step back and see a good image of myself. I am not scared anymore about a lot of things, not even about the fact that I don’t know myself as good as I thought and now I laugh at every new thing I find about me…we never get to know us truly right ?

The people I’ve met lately are so diverse. I still don’t understand how some can just be so cruel and evil and become obstacles that you hardly pass sometimes and how some have such a good heart that you can’t get enough of being around them… I know I am naïve and believe that there is good in all of us  but we show it different, that we all deserve a place on this earth …

 Even if I love simple things I tend to complicate them always. I was reading a book lately called ; “employees first, customers second “ and in the book there is a part with a good question; what would you do if you were a F1 driver and in a race your brakes brake? … I could try to fix the brakes, I would try to stop, but these options would hurt me and other and put them on a high risk.. so what to do.. the person in the book said that we should accelerate, get to a point where even if we crash we wouldn’t hurt others..made so much sense, we are all so afraid to accelerate no matter the environment and we end up hurting both us and other.  I wish I could accelerate and break the fear sometimes and I know I am closer than ever to achieve this…

I would accelerate till one point where even if I would crash or fain it wouldn’t affect others- this is me, this is who I am and I am happy that even if I pass through storms, changes, challenges, obstacles, I get stronger and I don’t change the core me, the emotional Nico, this is one memory I will never change or give up upon..

Kind regards, 

                     Nico