We progress and forget to be happy , we are way more too conected , you stop to say no ..I am listening to Paolo Nutini , the song high hopes and I find myself in his words, in this song ..
" My hopes are high, but my eyes can't believe what they see , Give me something to believe. I've got lucky in life and had plenty to eat and I saw this life as one big pool of opportunity, but there's too much mind coruption and too little remedy or that's how it seems to me:) "
After I delivered one of my dreams , made a change in the education of around 50 people , I am more and more conviced of some things :
Attitude values more than a bonus , attitude can shape your personality and affect mass of people, attitude is sometimes who you are, attitude is action, attitude is what you think, attitude is what you do.
There is a question that got me change totaly : How do we remember to be human? In such a world where money lead , emotional people are too hard to stand and live with, feelers and feeling are something overated, a world where is nice to share but still can feel a bridge even from your family, where is humanity in this ? it is the world where feelers don't stand a chance if they don't change and this makes me crazy.
Why am I called emotional when I just do my work with passion and devotion ?
Why am I called emotional if I just care about people in my life , because they are also part of my experience ? Why do I have to draw back just because I live in a culture where sharing and caring is called " being emotional". Why am I called emotional just because I searching different perspectives and I care if the truth is out ? I agree that sometimes we are too much, but it's better than nothing..or not for some..
I am living in a culture and a world where feelers are too much for it,where you should care with limit and at the first sign that ou shared too much you are out of the game and called emotional, feel the bridge and politeness of the people that are around you.But I won't give up.
I am a dreamer and I am a feeler and these 2 things are things I won't give up ever. My dreams are simple, my dream list is short but so me :) I pursuit my dreams , I make them happen, I keep my values and let them guide my life. I am a feeler and I believe in the kindnes and good in people and when I see indiference and evil I just do something about it.
Today I am sunny side up as Paolo would sing and I want to rewind and have the stop button in my hand. I want to runn away, to put new shoes on and everybody's to smile around me :)
Kind regards,
Nico
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