But a deep sea of silence took over between them. Their highs and downs were hurting more than a roller-coaster ride that went wrong....
She had no words for him anymore..nothing went as planned, everything broke and people move on in their special way..She wanted to hear him out, to hear his silence and he was too scared to share any words thinking that those might not be the words she wanted to hear, need and deserve or maybe he wanted to see if their silence made any sense anymore..
They found each other again on that edge of the end, everything was dark..more than they could take..At the edge of the city was the their home, their escape every evening but still not enough...There was nothing left between them from what it used to be. That day she left, that was the time all her emotions fell down into the city on the emotionless hearts that city had to offer..everything will change..What was left certain for her was that even if she will visit the city again, walking the roads leading to that edge of the city that used to be theirs, her emotions will not to be found again , like there is no love after love..
We changed..and she realized that when she stopped feeling anything for him in their silence, when she stopped feeling anything at all, when she passed by him and couldn't stop, could not say a word, total strangers, she had to move on.. No desire there to say anything, she found herself with an empty heart, with him in her veins, waiting and hoping someone will fill in the gaps again and make her understand she can be loved again without being left alone in the cold mornings...But that is when she realized, loving herself is also ok....
Under: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Li0j0aY5-Jw
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