For better days

 It's Thursday, for some a happy one for others a regular day. 

I am stuck on the song " I GOT YOU" from Leona Lewis and I am reading the blog a mother made in the memory of her daughter ,an incredible girl that used to be one of my good friends.

 I am between sorrow and happiness reading the posts...Most of the words sound like a wake up call for us that we are alive and complain about so so small things, when there are people that fight big wars. We are bigger than that , than complaining and I am tired of doing it, I am ready for better for worse to fight myself in and out and win.

 I feel that last night I gave up/let go on something and now I need a new strategy to survive in this so called cold world..

There are people that are just meant to be lonely wolfs and people that are meant to disappoint you over and over again. I face it and I move on.

 November is very close, it is a month I love, because I was born on a November day..and I love my November rain..I feel I am alive under its rain drops ....

Time is passing so fast, I feel like it was yesterday when I made the choice to land in Italy and start this adventure.

 I have new plans, new dreams and hope soon a new strategy. I'm missing people,the people that make me into the person I need to be. They are far, I am far ,but we know we have each other for better for worse.

Cheers