Macy Gray - I try

Now I am in Bulgaria , a country that from June will become my second home :) , I am starting a new experience , preparing for a conference , new people, a fresh start , new dreams . Last night , I had a walk in the city , after the rain , just going to the flat , and I realised I love the smell of the air after the rain , it reminds me of moments, people, places , that were and still are very special to me. It brings me closer to those people,I can travel in time for a moment , a second or less , and I smile , and I take another step, and even if for a moment I am lost in the past , I enjoy it and I don't become the prisoner of it. I wish I could catch some moments in a box , and take them out , from time to time , but I think that this box is actually the power of memory, connections of the brain . If it is something I couldn't live without , that is having people around me , experiencing different cultures , taking pictures and freeze these moment in one way or another.It is something I will always Try, not to be lonely, and live the Life I have from all the perspectives of it. A song that I want to share with you out there is - I try from Macy Gray , hope you will like it ..

"Games, changes and fears/When will they go from here/When will they stop/I believe that fate has brought us here/And we should be together/But we're not/I play it off but I'm dreaming of you/I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin/I try to say goodbye and I choke/I try to walk away and I stumble/Though I try to hide it/ it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near.

I may appear to be free/But I'm just a prisoner of your love/I may seem alright and smile when you leave/But my smiles are just a front/I play it off but I'm dreaming of you /I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin....

Here is my confession/May I be your possession /Boy I need your touch/Your love kisses and such/With all my might I try/But this I can't deny/I play it off but im dreamin of you/I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin/ I try to say good bye and I choke/I try to walk away and I stumble/ Though I try to hide it ït's clear/My world crumbles when you are not near.."

Kind regards, 
                     Nico